where's all my "FATS"???

where are you fats fats???
are you afraid of me???
c'mon, i'm not that gruesome...
back to me fats....
NAH!!!

i'm getting more slender these days....
i dont know why,
i slim down 5 kgs...
haha, thank god, i really appreciate that....

for anyone who want to slim down,
there's some tips for you...

1. friend, recess now. let's go??? NO!!!!!
2. 1,2,3,4,1,2,3,4......
3. don't always think you're fat, this will cause side effect. (rhymed weih)
4. keropok?? it taste good... F**K OFF!!!
5. boy/girl, you better get into the BED before 10.30p.m!!!
6. prevent constipation??? EAT MORE VEG!!!!
7. COKE or COFFEE??? WATER please....
8. eh, tonight football i put you 5 biji how?? who lose belanja SUPPER ar.... NO,THANKS.
9. french fries, burger..... KFC??? you mean, Keep From Chicks??? (i mean fried chicken, is not prostitutor)
10. for guys, less tfk please....

follow my indications, slim will comes to you....

CHAO!!!

i went

i went to school today although is saturday,
i went to McD today although i've never touch their food,
i went to 1U today although i have no ticket for daughtry,

but what for??
lol,
i dont know what am i trying to define...
i dont even know what it's worth...

i slept at school,
i watched 'em eat,
i strutted into MPH...

can you concieve,
how irked it is....
ALONE!!!!

i thought i can enjoy my weekend through the intensive camp,
but hell no...
when i asked my mum,
"Will you allow me to go for the intensive camp??"
"look at your result, do you think you i'll grant you??"
"but ma..."
"don't show me that face, even your dad will disallow you to go."
*argh!!!
fine...
it's okay for me as long as my violin will accompany me through this weekend,
same as the add-maths,

nothing to say much....

chao...

phew...

some lies just made me down,
made me became paranoid,

at least now i knew it was just a prank,
but the truth...
i preferred let it remains unknown...

eh S****n,
please don't come out with this jest,
i will murder you next time if you do this again...

chao...
^^

just piss off...

truth just pissing me off...
just leave me alone...

and i'm not emo-ing....
is just...
unhappy...


chao...

i'm alright

"you're just a great friend, but not suit for me"

haha, it's alright...
i understood...
everything seem fine...
maybe time will change...
everything depends...
just happy that you treat me as a great friend...

seriously thanks to yq... for helping me all the time
jl... whom gave me guts for it
hl...for cheering me up...


chao

a silly misunderstanding

today,
i woke up tardy,
and this caused me just about to miss my school bus,
i'm trying to forbid this accustomed,
but still....
i'm trying la...

so when i reached the school,
there's none special,
just the same as before,
until the assembly,
dhiren and jon just can't take their eyes off the darren shan,
they're ultimately addicted in this freaking book,
so am i....

after we had our biology lesson,
we'd back to our own class for malay lesson,
until almost the end of the class,
suddenly kx said :"F**K!!!"
then i turned back and see what's happening,
and then ky said :"it's not good."
i thought 'aunty' came,
so i pretended like nothing happened.
just right until recess,
hl came to my class as before,
and asked me what is happening with her,
so i answered that what's on my mind,
she was astonished.
but she still double confirm with ky,
and.....
i predicted wrongly,
it was just only bubble gum,
ohh!!!!
i'm damned fishy when hl staring on me,
haha....
sorry, kx....
wrong prediction...

as usual,
went for swimming lesson.

right after i went back home,
i discovered that,
my violin G-string was snapped into two,
argh!!!
i've to buy again...


i'm livid now,
chao...

i'm abominated with coffee

coffee...
water...
ONLY....
i felt pissed for that,

yucks,
now the taste is still encompassing between my taste bud...

alright, this matter was happened on yesterday...
the ex-b.o.d members were organizing a trip to starbucks coffee,
then i joined, although there's was only few members going,
so we're leaving approximately at 9.55 a.m.,

the torment begun,
the shop is somewhere located at nearby ss2,
i sat besides jon,
and then there's came a Malay woman name called Maria,
she was the one who gave introduction about coffee,
do you think i care???
answer is hell no!!!

so when things came to somewhere in the middle,
they began to let us try the different types of coffee,
she told not the drink it first,
but step by step,
firstly, to sniff,
secondly, to sip,
thirdly, feel the taste,
and she ask can you feel the fruity taste or chocolate taste.........of the coffees,
nah!!!
only the aroma is nice,
taste like shit,
only bitter and nothing else,
i drank six cups for that,
and this made me unable to sleep for the entire night,

if they organize the trip to any hell coffee shop,
I'll just ignore for that,
unless is special case,

i can't sleep now,
how???
oh ya, darren shan vampire trilogy,
haha.....


chao...

wink*

i felt damn damn damn happy....
because i...
PASSED MY INTERVIEW!!!
for the interact club...

phew...
I'm trying to flashback,
and that time before i went into the classroom,
i was like damn damn damn panicked,
and I'm nearly to be fainted,

but right after I'm finished,
i tell myself that,
'it wasn't that scary actually, and why am i so terrified just now'
but i just ignore it,
because i
PASSED...

sorry to be hyperactive,
but I'm seriously as happy as clam,

and JON,
I'm so delighted when during the lunch time today,
felt wasted that you're not around,
fuish!

chao...

this is zk's house

hmph!!!

oh well....
there's nothing much to talk about within this two days,
but just have to prepare well for the campfire thinggy,
headache!!!

besides that,
i can't use my phone because...
it's unregistered!!!

i can't upload my photos because,
i don't know what the hell is happening!!!

i can't breath because,
I'm too stress within these few days although I'm still looking fine and acting like a monkey.

I'm happy because,
i just finished my stupid essay...

other than that,
nothing more,
except for,
tons of homework.

should i work now or delay???
i think...
DELAY!!!

now is the middle of the night,
and i don't wish to be a panda tomorrow....

chao

life

life is just simple as that,
we live under a shelter,
we breath to live,
we eat for energy,
we exercise for healthy life,
we learn for cognitions and knowledges,
we communicate to know each other,
we understanding each other to have better relationship,
we'll die in anytime,
who knows???
come and back....
and that is life

but life's also no just too simple as that...
sometimes you may did something wrong,
you behavior might been ever hurt someone feeling before but you never noticed,
accidents happened all the times.

nothing is perfect as life's goes on...
anything you did, or anything you seen before, etc are sorted into two columns
one is pro
another is con
considering the pros and cons in every aspects or angles is far more important than its mien...
of course, humans are always choosing the best for themselves, because humans are always that selfish as long them can be.
things that have more cons are always for those who late.

in another way, semblance isn't everything.
you can't just judge a book by its cover, like you just can't judge a guy by his or her look,
is quite unfair for those who looks slightly ordinary.
but bosses always choosing those who having hotter outward or face as their assistant,
but most of them are just being a part-timer as assistant, mostly they're being their "bed-partner".
again, this may cause tons of social problems to our country.

anyway, if you just want to have a peaceful and lovable life,
behavior is playing a very important role.
you will be easier to make friends if you do have a great manner,
girls or even women will using a different kind of angle to judge the guy who having marvelous manners,
so guys, if you want to find a girlfriend,
PLEASE DON'T BE RUDE TO THEM, they might hate you.

work together team

the grandest 50 anniversary campfire is around the corner, preparing is the only thing we should begin now.
rushing for gadjet buildings, the campfire test drive, decoration, performances, etc.....
i'm involved in the gadjet buildings and i'm one of the team leader....
is also as known as BLUE TEAM....
the second hardest gadjet compared to other...
just talking about campfire is kinda boring....
change topic....

erm....
lets see...
oh ya, i just went to a interviewed of interact club....
i passed.... but is just a probationer...
the paper exam is going to be held on august, so i think i still have time to study whatever about interact club....

another thing is my history teacher, sally just talk about the chapter 6 (some kinds of islamic).
she just said about PERANG JAMAL.
you know what she said, the meaning of jamal is unta (camel).
and then the whole class were stared on me...
then i was like so embarrassed...
still bored right???
alright, just ignore it.

next, oh ya!!!
this must be interesting although its already past for quite a few months.
er hem....
that day, our scouts troop were invited by the smk sri sentosa for their campfire.
but only few of us went to (less than 15 people).
blah blah blah...
few hours already past by, and the conclusion is...
3 OUT OF 10.
i just felt like wasting time over there...
but never mind, ze khan decided to let us stay at his house for accommodation for that day.
of course we've planned this far before the camp fire...
so his father fetched us to his new house, it's located at sites of bukit jalil.
there's almost 8 of us (excluded zk and his brother) went to his house .
like the first thing we'll do, take a shower...
after that, we decided to watch a movie before we sleep...
so we just switched it to HBO...
and a movie called derailed (we decided because of the description from the info, it's containing violence and sexual intercourse)
hehe, i don't wanna be pervert la, but they decide, i have no choice.
blah, blah, blah....
so much for it's stupid ending~
2 out of 10, that's the marks i gave.

come to the second day, we had our breakfast at a char chan teng.
just like normal, i ordered a bowl of yee mee...
others i've already forgotten.
blah blah blah...
backed to his house again...
there's something that keep attracting me, POWER RANGER...
i know is childish but that's the modal that i want since i'm very young so as ys...
so we took it to his room while he and his brother were playing ps (they were addicted by that)
we just unlocked the whole structure and to see the original form of it...
but we used all those modal to be something really nerdy...
haha, that's all.

lastly, only my class fellows know
she looks quite down these days, i knew what happened to her, should i go and console her??
but i think is not the right time now....
maybe later...