I Vivify You...

please do not mind that i've never take it seriously

2009-12-09T12:55:00.000-08:00

having insomnia for more than a month,
during SPM,
I'm distracted,
i'm so stressed,
not for exam, but us.

we met at the wrong time,
which was the time i felt that,
it's time for me to study without doing anything else.
i thought that i can handle both side,
but i don't,
completely no.
i was so selfish just for my future,
i shouldn't made the promise that i couldn't fulfill,
i admit,
i have never thought of you.

i should have tell you this earlier.
you have told me i'm just a little boy,
i do agreed with it.

i'm just so agreed with what your friend told you earlier,
we are completely from a different world.

it wasn't i have no BALLS to face you,
the only thing i can tell you is,
i really can't find the other right time to settle off this thing,
i'm leaving soon,
very very soon,
for years.
i know this is a bad excuse,
yet it is the truth.

there is no correct or wrong,
just the way of thinking is different,
background was different.

i'm no good in putting my feeling into precise words,
but hope through this few sentences,
can make your mind clear that,
i'm just not ready at all.

fed up

2008-10-31T01:42:00.000-07:00

i'm freaking hate the life after exam,
although i'm free for it,
but yet when i received my marks,
depressed.

i'm just fed up with it,
who cares.

HALLOWEEN!!!
CANDY CANDY!!!
SCARY SCARY!!!

c'mon lah,
here's malaysia,
i only celebrate this festival when i was 3,
no one wants candy man,
even kids want cash, cars and many more.

QM...
renewal of equipment,
repaint for scout room,
rearrange equipment,
rewrite an sponsorship letter.
i think that's all.

my asst. ,
if you really have chance to see this,
please...
don't be so selfish,
do something.

and friend,
chill,
i know only your mom did this to his own son,
i swear i don't know how to console you,
but i hope you're really ok.

currently hooked to
'KISS THE RAIN'

kiss me like kissing the rain,
haha,
lame...

my sin was temporary over

2008-10-22T09:31:00.000-07:00

when the bell rang,
i felt so joyful,
i'm free from exam,
i sure the everyone has the same feeling as mine,
i think remark of my feeling is unneeded.

QM of 9th pj scouts,
gonna be busy as a bee,
renewal of equipments.

didn't have much things to write on,
so chao guys.

revive me

2008-10-11T11:37:00.000-07:00

exam
exam
EXAM!!!!!

floating in my mind,
always takes my time,
i tried,
and i dont mind.

i freaking hate exam weih,
although still left 3 days,
but i really can't take it already,
exhausted.
and i know my results going to be below average.
i swear i didn't do well.

i slept at 3 everyday,
i came back from school before 3 everyday,
i ate 3 pieces of breads per day.
that's what exam life is.

am i giving up??

i dont give a damn about it.

just don't recycle the bad things

2008-09-28T09:20:00.001-07:00

i found that my capo is getting wore off,
so now is time to change another one.

i bought a clip one,
and once i try to place on my guitar,
it brakes,
spastic stuff,
wasted my 30 bucks.
and you know what,
it has no warrantee.

i didnt even try to use it,
and now it's broke.
feeling bad for the thing.

useless shit...

lifeless, i know

2008-09-27T11:10:00.000-07:00

it has been few months,
didn't hang out with family.

we went to ou together today,
and i bought few items,
that i really needed,

cleanser,
antiseptic mouthwash,
oh ya, and a pair of goggle.
blame on my snoopy,
biten off my old one.
forced me have to buy a new one.

yet, all the things i mentioned,
i paid for it.
not from parents,
is from me!!!

god damn it,
dad said those are you personal items,
if you want,
pay for it.

i have no choice,
this is the only chance i can buy when exam is on.
so the prices are,
listerine- RM 21.90
cleanser- RM 19.90
goggle- RM 49.90

total: RM 91.70

by my own man,
dad, watch out.
haha.

that time we're planning to watch a movie,
but dad says again.....
now the days movies are getting suck.
so i think we shouldn't waste the money on all these.
spoiled our mood man.

so i suggest,
we disperse to search for the things we want,
everyone agreed,
parents went to some where,
sister search for some shirts,
my brother follows me.

we went to MPH,
seaching for some books,
but i can't find any.
as my brother is not interested in books,
so he keeps yelling me to get off this dead place.

so i went to the guitar collection,
asking for some electric guitars,
so i tested,
2.5k over,
i forgot the model of it,
it was macnufactured by LTD.
no bad...
but i really hope i can get an electric guitar. :(

and sooner, brother and i went to shilin for some snacks,
i ordered a bowl of oysters noodle,
while my brother ordered tempura,
i really enjoyed,
because my brother agreed to pay for me.

about 8,
we gather again and went for dinner,
i didn't eat much,
but my brother was hungry like a mad dog,
he's experiencing puberty,
so foods are never enough for him during this period.

we reached home at around 10,
and i'm on the line till now ( 3.02 am)
lifeless,
i know....

bye,
although i'm not tired.
:)

2008-09-26T06:30:00.000-07:00

i'm the only one who really know how to play....

others, celefe...

sun arose but yet it will be gone some day

2008-09-26T06:02:00.000-07:00

within this few days,
i lived under a life without sunlight,
books had became my partner,
always beside me,
sleep
eat
shit
books have taken my era,

every moment,
words floating in my mind,
i try to neglect it,
but i can't.

options,
none!!!
i can only use to it.

i can tell you one thing,
group study is just a excuse,
an excuse that use to enjoy your life when exam is on.

so next time,
if you really want to organize a study group,
go library,
or destitute student's house.
because technology stuffs are the main point that tempting you.
so without all these substances,
you can be more focussing on your studies.
trust me.

examples,
above...

i really hope i can see the real sun again...

fat yet irritate

2008-08-28T04:00:00.000-07:00

today,
right after chemistry lesson,
teacher mentioned my name,
i walked forward,
she says want to talk with me alone.

i was terrified,
i didn't make any mistake also,
everyone left the class,
only teacher and i.

so she begins,
"are you comfortable with your seat"
i am, it doesn't cause any problem to me.
"do you need to change your position, i can make it if you want"
it's okay. what are you trying to ask me, i did anything wrongly?
"nothing actually, but i just received a complain from the one who seat right in front of you, and you know who is she right?"
ya.
"so she told me that, you threw a paper that's full of glue on the surface at her is it?"
yes, i admit it teacher.
"why you're so rude? she did anything wrongly to youbefore? why you and your partner have to treat her like this?"
erm, actually teacher you know guys are very evil right, and we don't think about the result that what are we trying to do. youths are like this, especially guys. i'll make an apologize to her as soon as possible. i'm not trying to make her angry, is just that, we're just playing around a fool.
"at least this is the answer that wish to hear. if this is the way you're trying to make closer to her, then go ahead, but not over limit, you got that?"
ya i've got it, thank you teacher... and sorry for it.
"it's ok, as long as you knew that you've did something wrong and you dare to face it, it's good. so i don't wish to hear any complain from her again, is that clear enough?"
yes, teacher.
"you're late for your class now, quick go and pack up you things and move!"

do you think i'll give a damn of it,
maybe a bit la,
but majority is, no.
annoying yet body problem.
sorry to say that la,
if you see this and know is you.
sorry for it, but yet, i still need to say.

as usual,
my hands are always drew by others,
already used to it,
soon, i might get skin cancer,
i rather to buy a pig skin, let them draw until they satisfied with it.
argh!
stop drawing at me guys,
i'll let you know how's my feeling, if you don't stop it!!!

oh ya, simson
happy yesterday birthday.

chao....

Tagged by Ms.Chin Shih Xuan

2008-08-21T23:47:00.000-07:00

The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points abouthis/her perfect lover.
Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.
Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

1.She has to be shorter than me, between 165-175 will be enough
2.Showing respect and being fillial to my parents
3.Intelligent
4.Don't expense to much, but i'll give
5.Alert
6.Tolerant
7.Understanding each other
8.Can stand without me

I tag.

1. Chew Jia Ler
2. Quek Khai Xian
3. Yeow Yi Shiuan
4. Tan Qi Hui
5. Ng Yu Bin
6. Soo Nen Lin
7. Ng Hwee Ling
8.Ong Chang Meng

another 16...

2008-08-20T06:40:00.000-07:00

Tuesday...
juniors were kept begging on me to open the scout room for them,
because they need to prepare for the gadget competition.
i have no choice,
QM....
luckily jl you didn't take the post,
you gonna be exhausted man...

so as usual,
i opened the door,
and he says,
"i just want to tell you what will i take on this friday"
wth!!!
can't tell me through phone?
you idiot!

nevermind,
because i'm still have works to do in there,
need to verify every single equipment.
and filled up the borrow list.

the next thing,
i'm considering whether i should go for darren's party.
so i decided to go,
brothers right??

so i take 15 minutes to convince my parents,
finally i sincerely convinced them.
but i need to agree with their terms...

so i went to there by bus for sure,
it takes me 15 minutes to reached there,
what can i do on the bus,
definately are books and songs,
who moved my cheese...
haha, it is a nice book, although it's thin,

so i reached there,
i called jia ler and he answered,
he told me they're at the asian avenue,
so i walked to there,
and suddenly they called again,
said they're at the ice skating now,
i feeling teased by them,
but nevermind,
i go.

when i reached there,
they are not around,
so i called them again,
they said they're at the asian avenue,
damn you guys la!!
very fun is it!!
i felt like a dog at that moment.

yu bin called me to take the lift to the toppest floor,
i f him,
i called him to come and find me,
he says you can see us from where you are,
so i looked up and i show my middle finger.

you know how mad i am,
but nevermind,
the moment we saw each other,
i called jia ler and justin to play him back,
we just left him alone at the asian avenue,
and you know what,
he has no phone.

haha,
i'm happy as a clam,
left him alone in there.
soon an xin, paul came...
and for sure, birthday buddy.
DARREN CHOO....

but sorry darren,
i didn't buy any present for you.
because i last minute only confirmed i can come,
so this makes me didn't get anything for you,
really sorry about that.

so we when for movie,
WALL-E
9 out of 10.
a movie that doesn't needs and conversation,
really impressive.

oh ya,
before the movie started,
we went for our lunch,
TONY ROMA's
when i look into the menu,
i'm astonished,
all 20 over...
luckily i found a set lunch,
RM 16.90
i ordered,
and it doesn't taste so good actually,
because you know la,
the price....

but the food came at 2.30p.m
and our show was at 2.20 p.m,
so we have no choice but the rush,
we ate until 2.40 p.m,
so after that,
we paid and RUN!!!!

the moment we reach there,
is about 2.50p.m,
is already half way,
sigh...
nevermind, but it's still marvellous,
tremendous production.

after that,
girls, you know guys la,
arcade...
i'm forced to join them,
i hate arcade seriously...

so after that,
we went to a&w,
all of us ordered waffles,
but i ordered set meal too,
because i'm starved,
thanks for the tony....

and soon,
jialer's parents came and fetched us,
thanks again,
felt embarrassed,
your parents are the one who fetched me most of the time,
really feel to be ill at ease....
thanks^^

chao...

from anger to hatred to surprised to jobs!!!

2008-08-17T10:30:00.000-07:00

just start with friday,
we had our own form 4s discussed for the future plans,
but i detected the seriousness from each other,
all of them were like attending someone's funeral,
i think most of them were worried about posts,
neh, just ignore it.

when the discussion came to somewhere around the middle,
afternoon session began to back to the current classrooms,
we had no choice,
but just to leave.

when came to the right moment,
i suggested that we should discuss about our very own attitude before we plan anything,
so all of us pleased the seniors,
allow us to have our own privacy discussions.

so guys, we started and all of us had shot everyone's ass,
talking about anyone of us,
pros and cons,
i reminisce that i'm the first,
eng hean was the one who drew the first blood,
but still, anything cannot be spread.
so sorry guys.

but brothers,
what you guys said,
doesn't mean anything to me.
because you all never hit the bull eye.
but i still understand what you guys trying to explain,
thanks for the suggestions from you all.

SATURDAY,
we came earlier compared to previous,
just for marching training,
and AGM.
as for the commander, we changed by rotation,
yells, shouts, bawls, screeches,bellows.....
but still, our marching are still SUCKS,
seniors were not gratified for that,
punishment,
frog jump, 2 rounds assembly ground.

well,
time moves swiftly,
we have to prepare for the AGM,
so all the form 4s,
were terrified, looks serious, sounds like desperate,
i hate it man!!!
why guys have to be like that,
post isn't everything,
i can tell you this for sure.

my principle again,
what is the purpose to have posts??
make a sense,
post is someone who in charged for something,
post isn't the name, but the performance,
if you guys want a name,
a name that can makes you feel strong, get respects,
then i think you don't join any society better.
go and concentrate on how to be popular,
go ahead, that's what i recommend.
so guys, think wisely, be matured.

back to topic,
so the procedure,
i don't need to explain much actually,
just telling you guys the recently
committee for year 2008/2009.

TROOP LEADER: YEOW YI SHIUAN
ASST. TROOP LEADER 1: ONG CHANG MENG
ASST. TROOP LEADER 2: TEH ENG HEAN
SECRETARY: LIM CHEE YEE
ASST. SECRETARY: WONG KAR CHUN
TREASURER: KU JIWAN
QUARTER MASTER: LIM CHENG YEH
ASST. QUARTER MASTER: LEW ZE KHAN

but still, i'm surprised that eng hean, jiwan, kar chun and I myself.
actually i'm nominated for QM at last minute.
but i still got the post,
and i promise what i'd promised.

for jia ler, i hope you can consider firmly,
i'm serious for that.

ling ming, don't felt that it's dissatisfaction,
you can take king scout as well.
chill brother....

for others, hope you guys can comply with us,
don't blame each other.

i set a target,
9th pj will return!!!

we need your constribution.
i repeat,
WE NEED YOU!!!!
i'll really appreciate that if you guys can....

thanks!!!

chao..

out of expectation

2008-08-08T10:48:00.000-07:00

i can't believe,
i didn't nominated,
what the hell is wrong with it.

i'm really really unsatisfied.

screw it....

pierce my sole boy....

2008-08-07T04:15:00.000-07:00

start from yesterday,
frisbee competition...
each class play 3 rounds,
during the second round,
i was playing for the first half,
when second half begun,
i be the sub,
and that time,
my foot got pierced,
by a sharp-edged of a wood,
the wound is quite deep.
once i pierced, i request for remedy,
and the QM said,
WAIT!!!
i'm almost consider as an invalid,
and she still pretended like nothing happened.
i bear it,
i walked to Red Crescent by my own,
how mean they are,
fuck them la.

and incurred me into a cripple,
a lame person.
make me look like a freak,
the only one who wearing a sandal walking around the school.
i will remember that, QM.

besides, i had wasted my 3 hours to do the board for the interact club,
i satisfied with it.
hope you like it.

chao...

surprisingly interview

2008-08-02T10:02:00.000-07:00

i was wondering yesterday,
why all the form 4 must come today?
shit, i told myself interview stands the major probability.
but i just ignored it.
anything just follow my heart to move on.

and of course i chose the post that i wanted, duh...
but you know what,
3 people are trying to nominate the same post as mine.
a grand hostilities gonna start very soon.

nevermind, the full stop still not dotted yet,
we still have one more week to perform.
seniors just gave us hints,
'please shows yourself on the following weeks, decision is not judged yet.'
god bless weih...

during the interview of course is p&c.
sorry guys...

chao

where's all my "FATS"???

2008-07-29T00:23:00.000-07:00

where are you fats fats???
are you afraid of me???
c'mon, i'm not that gruesome...
back to me fats....
NAH!!!

i'm getting more slender these days....
i dont know why,
i slim down 5 kgs...
haha, thank god, i really appreciate that....

for anyone who want to slim down,
there's some tips for you...

1. friend, recess now. let's go??? NO!!!!!
2. 1,2,3,4,1,2,3,4......
3. don't always think you're fat, this will cause side effect. (rhymed weih)
4. keropok?? it taste good... F**K OFF!!!
5. boy/girl, you better get into the BED before 10.30p.m!!!
6. prevent constipation??? EAT MORE VEG!!!!
7. COKE or COFFEE??? WATER please....
8. eh, tonight football i put you 5 biji how?? who lose belanja SUPPER ar.... NO,THANKS.
9. french fries, burger..... KFC??? you mean, Keep From Chicks??? (i mean fried chicken, is not prostitutor)
10. for guys, less tfk please....

follow my indications, slim will comes to you....

CHAO!!!

i went

2008-07-26T09:15:00.000-07:00

i went to school today although is saturday,
i went to McD today although i've never touch their food,
i went to 1U today although i have no ticket for daughtry,

but what for??
lol,
i dont know what am i trying to define...
i dont even know what it's worth...

i slept at school,
i watched 'em eat,
i strutted into MPH...

can you concieve,
how irked it is....
ALONE!!!!

i thought i can enjoy my weekend through the intensive camp,
but hell no...
when i asked my mum,
"Will you allow me to go for the intensive camp??"
"look at your result, do you think you i'll grant you??"
"but ma..."
"don't show me that face, even your dad will disallow you to go."
*argh!!!
fine...
it's okay for me as long as my violin will accompany me through this weekend,
same as the add-maths,

nothing to say much....

chao...

phew...

2008-07-22T06:41:00.000-07:00

some lies just made me down,
made me became paranoid,

at least now i knew it was just a prank,
but the truth...
i preferred let it remains unknown...

eh S****n,
please don't come out with this jest,
i will murder you next time if you do this again...

chao...
^^

just piss off...

2008-07-21T03:10:00.000-07:00

truth just pissing me off...
just leave me alone...

and i'm not emo-ing....
is just...
unhappy...

chao...

i'm alright

2008-07-17T08:02:00.000-07:00

"you're just a great friend, but not suit for me"

haha, it's alright...
i understood...
everything seem fine...
maybe time will change...
everything depends...
just happy that you treat me as a great friend...

seriously thanks to yq... for helping me all the time
jl... whom gave me guts for it
hl...for cheering me up...

chao

a silly misunderstanding

2008-07-14T09:30:00.000-07:00

today,
i woke up tardy,
and this caused me just about to miss my school bus,
i'm trying to forbid this accustomed,
but still....
i'm trying la...

so when i reached the school,
there's none special,
just the same as before,
until the assembly,
dhiren and jon just can't take their eyes off the darren shan,
they're ultimately addicted in this freaking book,
so am i....

after we had our biology lesson,
we'd back to our own class for malay lesson,
until almost the end of the class,
suddenly kx said :"F**K!!!"
then i turned back and see what's happening,
and then ky said :"it's not good."
i thought 'aunty' came,
so i pretended like nothing happened.
just right until recess,
hl came to my class as before,
and asked me what is happening with her,
so i answered that what's on my mind,
she was astonished.
but she still double confirm with ky,
and.....
i predicted wrongly,
it was just only bubble gum,
ohh!!!!
i'm damned fishy when hl staring on me,
haha....
sorry, kx....
wrong prediction...

as usual,
went for swimming lesson.

right after i went back home,
i discovered that,
my violin G-string was snapped into two,
argh!!!
i've to buy again...

i'm livid now,
chao...

i'm abominated with coffee

2008-07-12T18:20:00.000-07:00

coffee...
water...
ONLY....
i felt pissed for that,

yucks,
now the taste is still encompassing between my taste bud...

alright, this matter was happened on yesterday...
the ex-b.o.d members were organizing a trip to starbucks coffee,
then i joined, although there's was only few members going,
so we're leaving approximately at 9.55 a.m.,

the torment begun,
the shop is somewhere located at nearby ss2,
i sat besides jon,
and then there's came a Malay woman name called Maria,
she was the one who gave introduction about coffee,
do you think i care???
answer is hell no!!!

so when things came to somewhere in the middle,
they began to let us try the different types of coffee,
she told not the drink it first,
but step by step,
firstly, to sniff,
secondly, to sip,
thirdly, feel the taste,
and she ask can you feel the fruity taste or chocolate taste.........of the coffees,
nah!!!
only the aroma is nice,
taste like shit,
only bitter and nothing else,
i drank six cups for that,
and this made me unable to sleep for the entire night,

if they organize the trip to any hell coffee shop,
I'll just ignore for that,
unless is special case,

i can't sleep now,
how???
oh ya, darren shan vampire trilogy,
haha.....

chao...

wink*

2008-07-11T08:02:00.000-07:00

i felt damn damn damn happy....
because i...
PASSED MY INTERVIEW!!!
for the interact club...

phew...
I'm trying to flashback,
and that time before i went into the classroom,
i was like damn damn damn panicked,
and I'm nearly to be fainted,

but right after I'm finished,
i tell myself that,
'it wasn't that scary actually, and why am i so terrified just now'
but i just ignore it,
because i
PASSED...

sorry to be hyperactive,
but I'm seriously as happy as clam,

and JON,
I'm so delighted when during the lunch time today,
felt wasted that you're not around,
fuish!

chao...

this is zk's house

2008-07-10T06:30:00.000-07:00

hmph!!!

2008-07-09T09:29:00.000-07:00

oh well....
there's nothing much to talk about within this two days,
but just have to prepare well for the campfire thinggy,
headache!!!

besides that,
i can't use my phone because...
it's unregistered!!!

i can't upload my photos because,
i don't know what the hell is happening!!!

i can't breath because,
I'm too stress within these few days although I'm still looking fine and acting like a monkey.

I'm happy because,
i just finished my stupid essay...

other than that,
nothing more,
except for,
tons of homework.

should i work now or delay???
i think...
DELAY!!!

now is the middle of the night,
and i don't wish to be a panda tomorrow....

chao

life

2008-07-07T03:51:00.000-07:00

life is just simple as that,
we live under a shelter,
we breath to live,
we eat for energy,
we exercise for healthy life,
we learn for cognitions and knowledges,
we communicate to know each other,
we understanding each other to have better relationship,
we'll die in anytime,
who knows???
come and back....
and that is life

but life's also no just too simple as that...
sometimes you may did something wrong,
you behavior might been ever hurt someone feeling before but you never noticed,
accidents happened all the times.

nothing is perfect as life's goes on...
anything you did, or anything you seen before, etc are sorted into two columns
one is pro
another is con
considering the pros and cons in every aspects or angles is far more important than its mien...
of course, humans are always choosing the best for themselves, because humans are always that selfish as long them can be.
things that have more cons are always for those who late.

in another way, semblance isn't everything.
you can't just judge a book by its cover, like you just can't judge a guy by his or her look,
is quite unfair for those who looks slightly ordinary.
but bosses always choosing those who having hotter outward or face as their assistant,
but most of them are just being a part-timer as assistant, mostly they're being their "bed-partner".
again, this may cause tons of social problems to our country.

anyway, if you just want to have a peaceful and lovable life,
behavior is playing a very important role.
you will be easier to make friends if you do have a great manner,
girls or even women will using a different kind of angle to judge the guy who having marvelous manners,
so guys, if you want to find a girlfriend,
PLEASE DON'T BE RUDE TO THEM, they might hate you.

work together team

2008-07-04T08:02:00.000-07:00

the grandest 50 anniversary campfire is around the corner, preparing is the only thing we should begin now.
rushing for gadjet buildings, the campfire test drive, decoration, performances, etc.....
i'm involved in the gadjet buildings and i'm one of the team leader....
is also as known as BLUE TEAM....
the second hardest gadjet compared to other...
just talking about campfire is kinda boring....
change topic....

erm....
lets see...
oh ya, i just went to a interviewed of interact club....
i passed.... but is just a probationer...
the paper exam is going to be held on august, so i think i still have time to study whatever about interact club....

another thing is my history teacher, sally just talk about the chapter 6 (some kinds of islamic).
she just said about PERANG JAMAL.
you know what she said, the meaning of jamal is unta (camel).
and then the whole class were stared on me...
then i was like so embarrassed...
still bored right???
alright, just ignore it.

next, oh ya!!!
this must be interesting although its already past for quite a few months.
er hem....
that day, our scouts troop were invited by the smk sri sentosa for their campfire.
but only few of us went to (less than 15 people).
blah blah blah...
few hours already past by, and the conclusion is...
3 OUT OF 10.
i just felt like wasting time over there...
but never mind, ze khan decided to let us stay at his house for accommodation for that day.
of course we've planned this far before the camp fire...
so his father fetched us to his new house, it's located at sites of bukit jalil.
there's almost 8 of us (excluded zk and his brother) went to his house .
like the first thing we'll do, take a shower...
after that, we decided to watch a movie before we sleep...
so we just switched it to HBO...
and a movie called derailed (we decided because of the description from the info, it's containing violence and sexual intercourse)
hehe, i don't wanna be pervert la, but they decide, i have no choice.
blah, blah, blah....
so much for it's stupid ending~
2 out of 10, that's the marks i gave.

come to the second day, we had our breakfast at a char chan teng.
just like normal, i ordered a bowl of yee mee...
others i've already forgotten.
blah blah blah...
backed to his house again...
there's something that keep attracting me, POWER RANGER...
i know is childish but that's the modal that i want since i'm very young so as ys...
so we took it to his room while he and his brother were playing ps (they were addicted by that)
we just unlocked the whole structure and to see the original form of it...
but we used all those modal to be something really nerdy...
haha, that's all.

lastly, only my class fellows know
she looks quite down these days, i knew what happened to her, should i go and console her??
but i think is not the right time now....
maybe later...

pity for him

2008-06-27T07:01:00.000-07:00

BREEEEEANA!!!!
HE'S GONNA BE ALRIGHT.....
CHILL SIS....

2008-06-13T10:06:00.000-07:00

this is the well known PRINCE CAMEL from the novel BRANIA...

retard+retard=camel

2008-06-13T09:53:00.000-07:00

to those who know me really well...
that....
i'm very retard right...
according to my knowledge...
i heard someone said before that we must try our best no matter what it is...
so to make myself to be more retarded...
i decided to cut a hairstyle that i never cut before...
"ARMY HEAD"
i believe that no much of you guys dare have this kind of head...
so this already became my 'copyright'...
RETARDISM...

if you wanna be more retard...
i'm the one who you are looking for...
lcy a.k.a prince camel....

2008-04-18T10:02:00.001-07:00

legendaries...

older legendaries...

i think this is the one which yi chien always talked about....(DARKRAI)

must be legendary pokemon

newest pokemon, how do i know what's their name??

haha, hardcore pokemon...

pokemons

ALL POKEMONS (i think this must send to yichien)

pokemon addicted class 4s3

2008-04-18T08:55:00.000-07:00

try to think back,
think until your primary school time....
still remember pokemon???
i think you guys sure know what it is,
for those who don't really know what was that, nevermind, i will just explain summarily what is it...
okay, pokemons are kind of monsters that don't really exist on this planet, but in cartoon or you can say fantasy...

well, this series of cartoon is published by nintendo (1995- now)
there are more than 400 types of pokemons...
and they classified into different types of elements...
some contains of fire is also known as fire-type pokemon, water as water-type pokemon....and so on...
people use pokemon to do works, eg: housework, gardening, open tunnel.....
but majority are use to BATTLE!!!
they using different moves to hit the opponent pokemon,
and those guys we called them as POKEMON MASTER or TRAINER!!!!
many of children were cheated by this cartoon and they think those monsters are really exist on this world...

okay, now i think after you read what i've wrote up there, at least can understand or set your mind what is pokemon.

so, here's come the funny conversation.
i have a classmate and he's still collecting pokemon cards and pokemon games.
he even brought his pokemon cards to the school...
because of his 'HOBBY', so all of us are calling him POKEMON MASTER!!!

and today, our gang was trying to insult him in front of so many persons....
so, yi jzen started,

he said :" eh, you know ar yi chien! when the first day i went into this class right, i was so shy and frighten. and you know why?? because i thought i'm only the one who was still playing pokemon cards. But now i felt much better, because i found that you are the another one who still playing with those cards, and not just you, even dhiren, haijie.... are still playing you know...
AH.... now i felt much more better because i have the friends like you all."

Dhiren:" WE ARE BROTHERS WEIH!!!!"

(and then they are trying to ask him)

Yi jzen:" eh, yi chien, what is your top favorite pokemon??"

Yi chien:" hmm....ah ha!!! DARKRAI!!!" ( what the hell was that )

Everyone:"WOW!!!! DARKRAI!!!! IT'S STRONG???"

Yi chien:"It's damn strong la. you know the card right??? there got a skill is which you filp two coins, for the for first tail the pokemon will sleep, while for the next tail the pokemon will directly die, no matter how strong it is."

Everyone:"WOW!!!!!!!!!!!"

Yi jzen & Dhiren:"eh, can sell me the card ar??? i buy from you for 300 bucks. You want???"

Yi chien:"erm.... let me consider first, hmm........... NO!!!"

Everyone:"WAH!!! 300 bucks also don't want ar?? Bodoh la lu!!!"

Yi chien:"sorry la guys, that card is really important to me." (WTF!!!!)

(WHEN THAT TIME EVERYONE ARE TRYING NOT TO LAUGH)

Yi jzen:" *sigh* nevermind la...."

Simson:" eh, next week you bring your cards, i wanna battle with you. If you win, i give you a rare hollow card, if you lose, no need to give anything. deal???"

Yi chien:" yer.... i'm very weak one. Cannot la."

me:" nevermind la, you got Darkrai what?! "

Yi chien:" see first la."

Dhiren:" wah, i scared i lose la, he got Darkrai weih..."

me:" nevermind la, we combine our best pokemon to fight him, maybe can win."

Yi chien:" wah!!! so many people wanna thrash me ar??"

Dhiren:" what for you scared about??? you're a POKEMON MASTER what."

Yi chien:" see first la, i scared my mum will know i bringing pokemon cards to school, and she will confiscate."

Everyone:" Aiyo, no need to scared one la, you can get a rare hollow card wor, why not??"

Yi chien:" see first la."

Everyone:" so deal ar, don't fong us fei gei ar."

(after that, everyone ran to haijie's place)

Everyone:" hehehem!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!"

THE END!!!

really pity that boy la...
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
NAH!!!!

too long.........

2008-04-16T07:13:00.001-07:00

too long didn't see my baby com...
too long didn't feel the keyboard...
too long..............................................
DIDN'T UPDATE MY BLOG!!!

don't why these days no idea, feel, or anything that involve in bloging...
i think must be my exam results that made me depressed...

i was handling my report book now, and i don't know where to find the guts to show my mum or dad...

'sigh' i think things will be smoothen if facing the truth...
i will just just show my mom tomorrow, i think....

in other side, what i mean is scout.
seniors wanted us form 4 to organise a troop camp on this coming holiday, which mean is the holidays between the second term exam.
do you know what pose i got???
ACL= assistant camp leader
even me can be ACL (but i got a CL before), so gonna work harder la....
and hope the coming 2nd term exam won't let me down....
blessing goddess....

2008-03-08T08:23:00.000-08:00

my first dead hermit crab

2008-03-08T08:12:00.001-08:00

yesterday....
i felt that one of my hermit crab was very inactive...
so i was just like keep on feeding him for some fruits...
still useless...

until yesterday, during the morning , i just came back from the basketball...
then my brother suddenly called me...
and he said one of my hermit is already dead,
i don't believe him, until then i saw it by my own...
it's not moving, that time i was so worried
i quickly carried it out from the aquarium...
and it's really didn't move at all...
i was stunned...
but I'm interested for it's body structure.
so i pulled it out from the shell
it was just totally different that i imagined...
it was hard to pull out,
and it was really really really disgusting...
my parents told me that bury it up...
but i felt so lazy, so i placed it into a plastic beg and threw it into the garbage bag....
now i felt kinda regretted, but is too late...

2008-03-08T07:59:00.000-08:00

the day after exam

2008-03-08T07:28:00.000-08:00

i've been quite a few weeks didnt touched my room partner...
doesn't it sounds wrong???
actually is juz my laptop....
because i said before
EXAM!!

today i'll say hi again to all of you all...
*sound so irritated*
but nvm, i will start before the exam...
hmm....
oh ya, the photograph sesion...
i wont talk bout my class pic coz i still don't know how was it yet...
just talk bout scouts, we all were juz 'smileless' for the first photo...
and looks like no mercy....
but for the free style, we all just like monkeys,
all the form 4 just carried up ji wan and gonna throw him down to the stairs...
and then we're dismissed...
but all of us were juz refused back to our own class, so we're just stayed at the scout room and took some pictures...
tat day i only found tat all of us are posers...
i felt disgust but fun...
and soon....

came to the exam period...
i felt like lack of preparation...
but i still can handle...
the result will be announce after this week....
fear...

at least now it's already finished...
I HEARD THE RESULT TODAY...
DAP WON!!!
THE WHOLE PENANG WAS BELONGS TO THEM!!!
SAMMY DOWN,
ZI GEN DOWN...
FULL OF CHEERS NOW...

come to tomorrow...
as a asst quater master...
have to prepare for the campsite...
(i mean not just me but just all of us)
hope it will be great, gorgeous, excellent camp ever...
pic will be post up soon

telematch

2008-02-22T01:25:00.000-08:00

sorry for didn't post up anythings,
because of inconvenient....
but anyway, i would like to like to talk about the feedback for telematch...
it was ok, but just really lack of cooperation...
the *head* just making the decision and without our agreement.
last minute decision.
no enough preparation and discussion.
i think thats all for it.
photo will be post up very soon...
busy now.
the next post will be post up by tomorrow or after 1st term exam...
ya, exam...
gonna prepare now...
chao...

TELEMATCH (before_the_day_begin)

2008-02-15T08:06:00.000-08:00

Today...
our form 4 scouts had a meeting...
it's about the telematch for tomorrow...
and you know what...
the whole is still unplanned...
the games are just acceptable but still...
sigh....
FORM 4 AR !!!!!
have to work harder before becoming a committee....
hope tomorrow telematch won't disappoint us...
*pray for god*....

2008-02-14T01:21:00.000-08:00

lifeless cny

2008-02-14T00:51:00.000-08:00

Can u imagine a CHINESE NEW YEAR without....
Ang Pow!!!
Fire crackers!!!
Cousins!!! etc
cannot right??
i can tell u now, tats my Clumsy Noob Year!!!
my ang pow money no more than 400++ bucks only (included parent's)...
there's no even a single cousin come to my house...
because i went to a ungraceful vacation with my family...
and tats how i lost my income!!!
u know where i went to???
KUANTAN le!!!
i really dunno what for we went to there...
we just stayed there for
1 night,
2 meals,
1 beach (without relaxing),
and then back...
we just wasted gallons of patrol just for these!!!
WTF!!!
so "enjoyed"!!!
but at least, when I'm back to KL, it's Sunday...
i still be able to rush to shea shin's open house...
ahha!!!
thats only what I'm really enjoyed!!!
shea shin invited all scout seniors (form 4 and form 5)
and this is how the schedule is:
5:00p.m- preparation for jungle trekking
5.30p.m- begin!!!
7.00p.m- arrival to his house
7.30p.m- DINNER!!!
12.00p.m- the end...

but theres only additional for scout members
STAY OVER NIGHT!!!
wohoo!!!
so additional schedule:
3:00a.m- lee hom: gai bian zhi zi (form 4 edition)
4.00a.m- lights off!!! (i got a video that's about zk's snored)

[the video that showed above]
here's come the second day...
we woke up at 10.15a.m (because lack of resting)
breakfast...
then futsal!!!
kick kick kick....
until 2.30p.m
i 'tumpang' ji wan's car back to my nest....
and finally...

snore~~~

a whole new year for ALL THE CHINESE!!!

2008-02-06T08:40:00.000-08:00

now is the right time, right second, right mood to say...
HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!
to every brothers, friends and also beloved family members...
hope this new begin will toward us to a better life...
less argument...
more prosperities and also...
deeper relationships between anyone i knew...
haha

ALERT ALERT!!!!

BEWARE FOR THE COMING EXAM...
ESPECIALLY FOR THOSE
'CLASS-SLEEPWALKERS'...
WAKE UP LA!!!

2008-02-05T05:08:00.000-08:00

eh bro, u watching bible ke??

yeng...

geng...

wohoo...

sexy...

pro...

so untidy...

don't eat first la, saya pun belum makan weih....

meeting...

lazy buff...

Pleasure in rain....

2008-02-05T04:16:00.000-08:00

i went for merendas desa last Saturday, and u know how's the result for me....
35th PLACE....
it is so wicked, i ran through for so exhausted....
and this was my sinful result...
sigh, getting hatred for it...
just after the marathon race, senior wanted us to stayback for marching...
so mean...
no choice but just to treat it as extremely physical training...
we just think of whether can finish earlier if we start in advance...
the senior agreed...
so we didn't waste our time and try to make it perfect...
but oni 1 this tat i can't believe tat's
OUR MARCHING SKILLS WERE IMPROVED
every single steps we stepped firmly and clearly...
the sound was just like thunderous, smooth and nice...
pak pak pak...
wohooo...
say good bye to basic and lousiness and hi to advance...
haha...
while we on the resting position, chang ming sudden said
CM:" sir!"
SS:"what??"
CM:"can we take off our clothes to marching??"
everyone:"noooo!!!!"
SS:"hmm..., how a great suggestion. Okay, everyone of u take off your shirt now!!"
everyone:" huh?! serious meh??"
SS:" u heard my command? now!!"
everyone:"sigh..."
!@#$%^&*
sound:"fuk, zip , pluck....
AHHA!!
now every single members are top naked now...
luckily there's no one else in the school compound, haha...
all of us were keep on laughing while marching...
so tat the reward was...
"one down, up. two down, up....."
so fatigued from pushed up...
suddenly...
"kwrong kwrong"...
the sky getting mad because he saw us top naked on the public place...
and that's begin to rain....
shea shin said:" it's just a tiny rain fall, don't be so nervous, you won't get ill for this..."
k lo, again just treat as 'hyperior' physical training...
but really cannot tahan weih...
the wind blew vigorously...
everyone:" er....so cold weih"
and finally,
broong!!!
the rain started to fall heavilly...
we all quickly ran into the foyer A for shelter...
but we all still in the line.
and now i said out loud with my suggestion
CY:"sir!!, can we march in the rain but with naked top and foots"
SS:"hmm...K, who refused with his suggetion plz rise up ur hand??"
3 out of 14
haha...
all of us quickly ran into the rain and begin to scream with the command...
but not even 5 minutes, everyone was getting bored...
so shea shin wanted us to run around the tapak...
1,2,3,4. 1,2,3,4.....
wohooo....
the tapak finally changed into a temporary water park...
we all having water pumping in front of the drain, frog jumped through the passage etc...
we all did really enjoyed this 'hyperior' physical training...
hope next time can have this chance again...
tomorrow is the beginning of Chinese New Year...
hope can be able to enjoy...

2008-02-01T05:47:00.000-08:00

he is the 1....

rest on the bed, mission completed...

front gate...

there's oni 3 of us on the corridor

shuu...

wooong...

me and the 2 nerdy...

...

captured from the flyover bridge

how am i going bac??

2008-02-01T03:40:00.001-08:00

Sry for didnt post anything yesterday, coz my dad was busied of using this com for some maintenance...
so, where should i start from....
ah!!!
yersterday, i went to one of my friend's house to have a tea break...
em...
with the nice coffee aroma...
but during tat time i felt kinda dizzy, and i the sky was so dark enough (is gonna rain very soon)...
after we having our meal, the sky begins to "cry"...
so i asked whether can i stay at his house for a short while just until the rain stop.
but he replied tat his mum gonna bac very soon, so hope I can juz dash bac to my house.
k lo, just to dunt disturb him, i've no choice but juz to increase my walking speed...
but when i arrived in front of the flyover bridge, it begins to rain cats and dogs...
WTF!!!
i have bout 1 more miles then only i can be able to arrive my home.
luckily, i brought my inorganic partner, MY PHONE!!!
YESH!! i can call my mom to fetch me....
but....
there's oni one unexpected tiny thinggy happened, I FOTGOTTEN TO RELOAD MY PHONE CREDIT!!!
there's nth else in my mind but juz having uncountable of foul words....
ARGH!!!
why was this hell thing happened when something emergency happened...
i've nth else can do over there but juz to take some clumsy boring photos through my partner...
chik chak... chik chak... chik chak...
and i found tat i do really enjoying through the uncommon/common habit...
time passing rapidly...
i already waste almost half an hour to take these photosand wait for the rain stop...
but the rain still havent reach the end...
i've really out of patient....
so i decided to sprint bac to my home...
AHHA!!!
finally i got back home...
my mum quickly opened the door and make a passage to let me in...
i'm so wet...
then my mum prepared a cup of hot chocalate and a towel for me...
i felt so warm...
^^
but my mum getting 'ngam cham'(means yelling in english) again and again...
she said next time don't ever go out when u saw when it is going to rain...
blah blah blah...
advises are always bitter, but else i must still listen to her.
coz she's still my MOTHER...
but at least,
HOME SWEET HOME... ^^

Don't look to the back, tons of work waiting for you

2008-01-30T05:19:00.000-08:00

homework, homework, homework....

now days ,students' job is just to finish off their homework.

everydays, teachers are just waiting for his or her period(s) ...

just to give us tons of homework.

they don't have any mercy...

we're just like a group of tiny little soldier waiting to die....

no more extra time for us, how a cruelly life...

u will experience the pressure of high school education, the lack of enjoying life...

it really doesn't like the passed...

full of laughing sounds, no pressure around or on top of you...

how nice...

but still, life is reality, no backward but just forward...

be patient and hardwork...

your secrifice of your sweats and spirits will pay back...

SOON.......

anti-addmath

2008-01-27T08:30:00.001-08:00

There's somethings made me dislike rapidly deepening to 'HATRED'

and tat's is ADD-MATH...

the teacher keep on rushing on every topics.

Everytimes wanna to ask her, she juz said "wait la / tunggu sekejap la / you listen to this first, later you will expert on these kind of questions."

i really dunno y is she so rush,

macam wanna reborn... =.=ll

somemore i didnt attend any tuition classes.

isn't tat i'm stubborn, because the reason is......

i felt tat i've edi used too much of my dad's money.

so i've made a decision tat i will reduce his stress as well as me.

because felt tat no tuition is much more carefree.

back to the main, now i'm lost from the add-maths...

i wanna create a study group for those who free from tuition.

every wednesday or/and thursday afternoon.

i think this might come and handy.

or else i will be like this forever...

APPRECIATE

2008-01-26T04:27:00.000-08:00

Ask u some silly questions...
Can u accept a life without anyone appreciate and applaud?
or
Do u ever mind make a friend tat always insult u and talking about ur disadvantages?
but i can tell u now, tat's me...
i don't know why am i got this problem...
i don't how to praise anyone.
no matter how well he/she done...
the word:
congratulation,
wonderful,
nice...
won't be come out for my mouth...
is impossible the problem of my vocal chord...
maybe is the mind problem...
i'm getting very irritating for this 'HABIT',
my dad always scold me becoz of the stupid 'HABIT'....
but since started from this year...
i felt my way of speaking was totally diffrent from last year
i'll applause to some1 who done something very well...
weird rite??
but at least this silly habit finally fade away...
would this...
makes me wonder?

A proper scout life for me...

2008-01-26T03:50:00.000-08:00

'SCOUT' for me is actually very
grateful,
meaningful,
and 'brotherhoodful'...
my life was getting better becoz of scout...
we're always at zero-distance relationship...
i still able to remember, while we having camp in the forest,
suddenly the sky juice was poured from the sky,
it's getting heavily & heavily...
and da day was getting darker and darker...
we cant make our own campfire becoz the wetness of the woods ,so we had no choice but juz to follow the senior to their campsite to get a shelter for overnight...
me and some of the friends was top-naked tat time. While we arrived the campsite, all of us hugging wif each other tightly to get each others' body temperature.
and tat's the time i can feel all the warmness from every single brother.
although sometime we do scold, blame, shout etc
but most of the time we care, laugh, enjoy, share...
so tats why i felt tat i cant live without these brothers since the 1st day of our meeting...
WE'RE NOT ALONE!!!!